I am going to be truthful and say that I do have mixed feelings about jayde stepping up as admin again, but I will not allow the past to cloud my judgement again like I have done so many times before, so I will just say this
it is good to have you as an admin on here again, and I hope you will do an even better job than you did earlyer, I am not saying you didn't do a good job before, but now is the time to learn from the past and step up your game, with more responsibility thrust upon you than the role previously called for
my best tip for you here, is to learn from the past and do a better job as a result
good luck
If one never suffers, one doesn't live propperly.
So embrace the pain, the suffering life has brought you and will bring you in the future